The introverted-extrovert

Here it is. Here's the long post you and I have been waiting for. So let's chat. Honestly, I've been absolutely terrible at posting on my blog. Part of the reason is because I'm an actual busy person, not a fake busy person, and another reason is probably because  sometimes it's just hard for me to do anything and especially to write and feel and post on my blog. So I'm sorry about that. Mostly for me though because I'm the one who needs it. Anyway, enough with the whatevers and on with the recap of my life this summer. School ended in April.  Looking back on the year, it was the hardest yet because I didn't take care of myself very well. I said yes to too many things and I wanted and needed too much from other people.   I made myself sick and burned myself out more than I probably ever have. I did two shows  that were extremely challenging for me because of the workload and the type of shows they were.  I took tons of classes and tons of credits, I pi...

I know it's been a while but wow this summer's got me going crazy. I'll catch you up later but for now, I wrote this poem a week ago: {I don't know who's tugging on them-me or you-but you're pulling at my heartstrings so hard (again) that my entire chest cavity is vibrating, plucked by fingers that remember. Vibrating with resonance that awakens my soul and my sadness, moving my heart so deeply into my soul as to crush it under the pressure that weighs on my mind. You'd think that feeling should not feel so much like a punishment.}