Lots of Thoughts (& I am content)

Hi.

 I'm kind of nervous writing today which is silly. Not that really many people or maybe any sees and reads these posts but nonetheless.
I just, I feel very humble and vulnerable and grateful and content and like I could cry at any moment with happiness and gratitude. 
So, I don't even know where to start here- it's been quite a while (sorry).
Remember at the beginning of the year when I chose a new quote for 2017? Remember what that quote is?
"There will be miracles"
and boy, has there been miracles in my life (and it's only April). More miracles, in fact, that I think I've ever noticed! Maybe it's just because I've been actually looking for those because I've needed them and maybe it's because I've actually had more because I've needed them. Who knows.
One of those miracles is my mama. Inspired by a dear friend who is bestest friends ever with her mama, I thought that I should confide in mine more. Boy, that has been a blessing. 
Besides that, I've seen so many other miracles. My roommates, being able to make ends meet and not dying, getting a big role in a show next fall, getting important jobs and finding housing over the summer, meeting new people and deepening friendships, working where I work now with people who care about me, being able to serve others (especially in my job), and many many other small blessings and miracles every single dingle day. Wow wow wow. So I am very blessed. God is good. 

 I'm just happy I will be living here in the summer and be working and be going to the gym and be being productive and I just love that. And my people are here and my friends are here. Plus the sun being out changes my life. And I have my sun necklace back. And I bought a yellow shirt. Just happiness. 

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